Sunday, November 30, 2008

Why can't I just do it?

I'm a college student who struggle to be one. I never had so much free time through out my whole school career. College definitely gives you a lot of free time. I go to a BIG university...big lectures...lots of diversity...definitely portrays what college is.

I'm a second year student, hoping to become a nurse. This is the season I apply for nursing school, and I have been slacking off a lot. EVEN with my school work, I've been procrastinating. This is basically what my whole life has been...LAZINESS when it comes to school work. I enjoy learning, but I enjoy not having do homework. I just don't know why I can't find the motivation to get things done when I know my parents are even my grandparents are paying a fortune for my to get an education.

I've waiting so long to the point that I have 3 and a half papers due this week along with 2 big tests...The only way for me to get to do things is when the test or the paper is due the next day.

I simply just need discipline...but again...it's not so simple.

1 comment:

cynthee said...

are you a filipina?